Safe Unsound

 All the pictures you take. Begin to fade away. All the promises you make. Are always broken. So tell me. Where's the truth. Were's it lie far away deep inside. Don't you know that your time is running out and you cant Hide. Hide away for to long it wont matter when the truth is gone. So when will you listen. When all the things are starting over and your drowning under water. I'll get you out. Save you now. When all your ways are finally over and you've got back out from under, breathe in now. Safe Unsound. All the worlds that you paint where everything is so perfect where your sun always shines forever without a fade away. So tell me. Where's the truth in this lie, you cant believe in this kind of life It's so unreal. So full of hurt. Cries the lies . It doesn't matter. Matter to you. Matter at all You try to climb. You some how fall back away. Into your world that is fiction.. :)

PUISI HILANG.. I LOVE THIS POEM! :) ITS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.. ITS FOR SOMEONE! :)

TERSENYUMLAH SAAT KAU MENGINGATKU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU SANGAT MERINDUKAN MU..

DAN MENANGISLAN SAAT KAU MERINDUKAN KU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU TAK BERADA DISAMPING MU..

TETAPI PEJAMKAN MATA INDAHMU ITU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU AKAN TERASA ADA DIDEKATMU..

KERANA AKU TELAH BERADA DIHATIMU UNTUK SELAMANYA..

TAK ADA YANG TERASA LAGI UNTUKKU..

SELAIN KENANGAN-KENANGAN YANG INDAH BERSAMAMU

MATA INDAH YANG DENGANNYA AKU BIASA MELIHAT KEINDAHAN CINTA..

MATA INDAH YANG DAHULU MILIKKU

KINI SEMUANYA TERASA JAUH MENINGGALKANKU..

KEHIDUPAN TERASA KOSONG TANPA KEINDAHANMU

HATI CINTA DAN RINDUKU ADALAHMILIKMU.

CINTAMU TAK AKAN PERNAH MEMBEBASKANKU

BAGAIMANA MUNGKIN AKU TERBANG MENCARI CINTA YANG LAIN..

SAAT SAYAP-SAYAPKU TELAH PATAH KERANA MU..

CINTAMU AKAN TETAP TINGGAL BERSAMAKU

HINGA AKHIR HAYATKU DAN SETELAH KEMATIAN..

HINGGA TANGAN TUHAN AKAN MENYATUKAN KITA LAGI..

BETAPAPUN HATI TELAH TERPIKAT PADA SOSOK TERANG DALAM KEGELAPAN..

YANG TENGAH MENGHIDUPKANKU SINAR REDUPKU..

NAMUN TAK DAPAT MENYINARI DAN MENGHANGATKAN PERASAANKU YANG YANG SESUNGGUHNYA

AKU TIDAK PERNAH BISA MENEMUKAN CINTA YANG LAIN SELAIN CINTAMU..

KERANA MEREKA TAK TERTANDINGI OLEH SOSOK DIRIMU DALAM JIWAKU..

KAU TAKKAN PERNAH TERGANTI,

BAGAI PECAHAN LOGAM MENGEKALKAN..

KESUNYIAN, KESENDIRIAN, DAN KESEDIHAN KU..

KINI AKU TELAH KEHILANGANMU..

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Happy Mother Day, My Dear Mom and to all Mom in the world! :)

HEY! TOMORROW IS MOTHER DAY! :) SO, HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM, AUNTY, GRANDMA AND ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :) 

TIME FLIES FAST. NOW, I'M A BIG GIRL ALREADY. I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I WAS YOUNG.. I ALWAYS MAKE MY MOM TIRED WITH ALL I DID WHEN I WAS KID.. SHE NEVER COMPLAIN WITH EVERYTHING SHE DID.. SHE ALWAYS PROTECT ME WHEN I'M SICK AND PROTECT ME FROM EVERYTHING BAD.. I'M SO TOUCHED WHEN YOU TELL ME A STORY ABOUT ME WHEN I WAS KID.. YOU TOLD THAT I HAVE A DISEASE THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME VOMITING WHEN EVER I EAT OR DRINK.. BUT YOU WANT ME TO BE A NORMAL KID JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. YOU BRING ME TO A CLINIC.. A PRIVATE DOCTOR.. SINCE, POLICLINIC CAN'T CURE THE ILLNESS... THANK TO GOD..NOW, I BECOME A NORMAL GIRL JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. THEN, I CAN'T WALK .. BECAUSE OF SOMETHING
( I DON'T WANT TO MENTION IT. ) .. AGAIN.. YOU DID YOUR BEST TO MAKE MY LEG BECOME STRONG..WHEN I WAS PRIMARY ONE.. I'M A NAUGHTY GIRL.. I PLAY AT THE STAIR WITH DIANA AND KEVIN.. THEN I FALL DOWN.. MY RIGHT HAND HAD BROKEN. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED ON YOU! I ALWAYS DISTRESSES YOU.. I'M SORRY.. THEN.. WHEN I WAS 12. ITS MEAN I'M PRIMARY 6, ON THAT TIME.. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED YOU.. ON THAT TIME, I HAD UNDERGONE SURGERY.. THAT'S MY FIRST TIME.. I STILL REMEMBER.. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SURGERY.. BUT FOR YOU .. I DO IT.. AND I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I SAY MUMMY, PLEASE STAY NEXT TO ME WHEN GO THROUGH THE SURGERY.. SHE SAY OKAY! AGAIN.. I OVERBURDENED HER.. ;( I'M SORRY! OKAY.. I CAN'T CONTINUED SHARING ABOUT WHAT MY MOTHER DID TO ME.. BECAUSE MY TEARS COME..; ;( 

SOOOOO..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM AND TO ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :)

A POEM FOR YOU ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD!

She was there at the beginning

When the world was new to you -

She was there to turn to happy times

Those when, you were hurt or blue.

She was there to listen to your thoughts

And when you asked, to give advice -

She was there to tell you, "Those don't match!"

Or, "Hon, you sure look nice."

She was there with you at nighttime

To help you say your prayers _

She was there to tell you, "It's alright."

When you had a dream that scares.

She was there at morning time

To get you up and out of bed -

She was there when you didn't feel good (or did)

To say, "You'd best stay home, instead."

She was there when you were hungry

And when you had those dirty clothes -

She was there when you needed her

(How she knew? Only heaven knows.)

She was there at the beginning

And she'll be there your whole life through -

She'll be there in your mind and heart

Just like a mother is supposed to do.

P/S: THATS ALL.. I HAVE NO IDEA TO POST ANYMORE.. SO BYE! :) 

WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO.. :)

THIS WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO. :D

I KNOW THEM MUCH! 

I MISS YOU!

HEY READER.. :) I WANT YOU TO KNOW... I REALLY MISS ALL MY BEST FRIEND.. I WROTE THIS BLOG WITH A TEARS THAT ALMOST COMES OUT...  I REALLY MISS THEM.. I FEEL REGRET BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO FORM 6 JUST LIKE THEM.. I MISS AEFANISSIA DURI, I MISS PHRECHLLA SULAN, JENNY AND MOHAMMAD AZLAN.. I MISS THEM A LOT.. JUST KNOW, I HANG OUT WITH THEM AT TAMAN BULATAN CAFE.. I FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY.. CAUSE I CAN MET THEM.. WELL, I REALLY MISS THEM.. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN THE ASK ME TO FOLLOW THEM TO BULATAN CAFE.. ;3 I HOPE YOU GUYS DIN'T FORGET ABOUT ME YA.. I HAD FUN WITH YOU GUYS TONIGHT.. I LAUGH EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T.. I REALLY MISS THEM.. OWH GOD, THANKS CAUSE YOU BRING ME TO MET THEM TODAY..  I REALLY MISS THEM.. THEY JUST LIKE MY FAMILY... 

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DEAR AEFANISSIA DURI, I REALLY MISS YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE ME .. YOU'RE MY TRULY BEST FRIEND.. WE ALWAYS HANGOUT WITH EACH OTHER.. LAUGH WITH EACH OTHER.. BUT NOW, WE'RE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. BUT YOU STILL AT MIRI.. I KNOW.. :( BUT YOU'RE AT COLLEGE AND I'M AT CURTIN.. ITS STILL FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER... I HOPE THEY WILL ACCEPT YOUR TRANSFER LATER. SO WE CAN HANGOUT LIKE YESTERDAY.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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DEAR PHRECHLLA SULAN, HEY BEM BEM.. I MISS YOU TOO.. I MISS TO TEASING YOU.. I MISS TO HANGOUT WITH YOU.. I KNOW WE ALWAYS LIKE WANNA TO FIGHT IN THE CLASS, BUT WE'LL NEVER FIGHT A LONG.. :) CAUSE YOU'RE A PATIENCE GIRL.. I KNOW RIGHT... TAPI KITA JARANG2 GADUH RIGHT.. HEHE..I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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THATS ALL.. :) BYE! 

YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAT YOU REALIZE ♡

I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I walked to the door and knocked... 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood befo...re me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.

There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.

'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said..
I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.

She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated'.

'Oh, you're such a good boy', she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address and then asked, 'Could you drive through downtown?'

'It's not the shortest way,' I answered quickly.

'Oh, I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice'.

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. 'I don't have any family left,' she continued in a soft voice. 'The doctor says I don't have very long.' I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

'What route would you like me to take?' I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing. As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, 'I'm tired. Let's go now'...

We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up.. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

'How much do I owe you?' she asked, reaching into her purse.

'Nothing,' I said

'You have to make a living,' she answered.

'There are other passengers,' I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.

'You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,' she said. 'Thank you.'

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life...

I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift.. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.

But great moments often catch us unaware and beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID ~BUT~THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.

You might help make the world a little kinder and more compassionate and reminding us that often it is the random acts of kindness that most benefit all of us .

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

Our Memories...

HOW TO DESCRIBE ABOUT THIS SLIDE SHOW OOO... HURM.....

THIS VIDEO....

MADE BY ME...

ORIGINAL...

NO COPY.. HAHA

ACCEPT THE SONG.. ;3

I MADE THIS VIDEO BECAUSE I'M BORED + I MISS ALL MY FRIEND...  

I MISS ALL OF THEM..

SAME DO YOU..

I MISS YOU TOO..

NO LYING...

BUT TRUE..

:D

* Dear God, I'm Gonna continued My Study AT Peninsular Malaysia .. When I'm Not around with Them.. Please Take Care Of Them.. I really Love Them.. they Mean a lot to me.. Please Make Them Happy When I not With Them.. I want you to Take care Of Them.. :) I heart Them! I Miss You all.. :D Do remember me.. I LOVE ORG MIRI.. . :D *

Friend will always Be Friend.. :) Seriously, I'm Fall in love With Them... I mean Their attitude and Etc.. 

No one Can Split us! :)

I HAVE ANOTHER SLIDE SHOW.. GONNA UPLOAD LATER.. :)