Safe Unsound

 All the pictures you take. Begin to fade away. All the promises you make. Are always broken. So tell me. Where's the truth. Were's it lie far away deep inside. Don't you know that your time is running out and you cant Hide. Hide away for to long it wont matter when the truth is gone. So when will you listen. When all the things are starting over and your drowning under water. I'll get you out. Save you now. When all your ways are finally over and you've got back out from under, breathe in now. Safe Unsound. All the worlds that you paint where everything is so perfect where your sun always shines forever without a fade away. So tell me. Where's the truth in this lie, you cant believe in this kind of life It's so unreal. So full of hurt. Cries the lies . It doesn't matter. Matter to you. Matter at all You try to climb. You some how fall back away. Into your world that is fiction.. :)

PUISI HILANG.. I LOVE THIS POEM! :) ITS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.. ITS FOR SOMEONE! :)

TERSENYUMLAH SAAT KAU MENGINGATKU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU SANGAT MERINDUKAN MU..

DAN MENANGISLAN SAAT KAU MERINDUKAN KU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU TAK BERADA DISAMPING MU..

TETAPI PEJAMKAN MATA INDAHMU ITU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU AKAN TERASA ADA DIDEKATMU..

KERANA AKU TELAH BERADA DIHATIMU UNTUK SELAMANYA..

TAK ADA YANG TERASA LAGI UNTUKKU..

SELAIN KENANGAN-KENANGAN YANG INDAH BERSAMAMU

MATA INDAH YANG DENGANNYA AKU BIASA MELIHAT KEINDAHAN CINTA..

MATA INDAH YANG DAHULU MILIKKU

KINI SEMUANYA TERASA JAUH MENINGGALKANKU..

KEHIDUPAN TERASA KOSONG TANPA KEINDAHANMU

HATI CINTA DAN RINDUKU ADALAHMILIKMU.

CINTAMU TAK AKAN PERNAH MEMBEBASKANKU

BAGAIMANA MUNGKIN AKU TERBANG MENCARI CINTA YANG LAIN..

SAAT SAYAP-SAYAPKU TELAH PATAH KERANA MU..

CINTAMU AKAN TETAP TINGGAL BERSAMAKU

HINGA AKHIR HAYATKU DAN SETELAH KEMATIAN..

HINGGA TANGAN TUHAN AKAN MENYATUKAN KITA LAGI..

BETAPAPUN HATI TELAH TERPIKAT PADA SOSOK TERANG DALAM KEGELAPAN..

YANG TENGAH MENGHIDUPKANKU SINAR REDUPKU..

NAMUN TAK DAPAT MENYINARI DAN MENGHANGATKAN PERASAANKU YANG YANG SESUNGGUHNYA

AKU TIDAK PERNAH BISA MENEMUKAN CINTA YANG LAIN SELAIN CINTAMU..

KERANA MEREKA TAK TERTANDINGI OLEH SOSOK DIRIMU DALAM JIWAKU..

KAU TAKKAN PERNAH TERGANTI,

BAGAI PECAHAN LOGAM MENGEKALKAN..

KESUNYIAN, KESENDIRIAN, DAN KESEDIHAN KU..

KINI AKU TELAH KEHILANGANMU..

:)

Happy Mother Day, My Dear Mom and to all Mom in the world! :)

HEY! TOMORROW IS MOTHER DAY! :) SO, HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM, AUNTY, GRANDMA AND ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :) 

TIME FLIES FAST. NOW, I'M A BIG GIRL ALREADY. I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I WAS YOUNG.. I ALWAYS MAKE MY MOM TIRED WITH ALL I DID WHEN I WAS KID.. SHE NEVER COMPLAIN WITH EVERYTHING SHE DID.. SHE ALWAYS PROTECT ME WHEN I'M SICK AND PROTECT ME FROM EVERYTHING BAD.. I'M SO TOUCHED WHEN YOU TELL ME A STORY ABOUT ME WHEN I WAS KID.. YOU TOLD THAT I HAVE A DISEASE THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME VOMITING WHEN EVER I EAT OR DRINK.. BUT YOU WANT ME TO BE A NORMAL KID JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. YOU BRING ME TO A CLINIC.. A PRIVATE DOCTOR.. SINCE, POLICLINIC CAN'T CURE THE ILLNESS... THANK TO GOD..NOW, I BECOME A NORMAL GIRL JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. THEN, I CAN'T WALK .. BECAUSE OF SOMETHING
( I DON'T WANT TO MENTION IT. ) .. AGAIN.. YOU DID YOUR BEST TO MAKE MY LEG BECOME STRONG..WHEN I WAS PRIMARY ONE.. I'M A NAUGHTY GIRL.. I PLAY AT THE STAIR WITH DIANA AND KEVIN.. THEN I FALL DOWN.. MY RIGHT HAND HAD BROKEN. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED ON YOU! I ALWAYS DISTRESSES YOU.. I'M SORRY.. THEN.. WHEN I WAS 12. ITS MEAN I'M PRIMARY 6, ON THAT TIME.. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED YOU.. ON THAT TIME, I HAD UNDERGONE SURGERY.. THAT'S MY FIRST TIME.. I STILL REMEMBER.. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SURGERY.. BUT FOR YOU .. I DO IT.. AND I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I SAY MUMMY, PLEASE STAY NEXT TO ME WHEN GO THROUGH THE SURGERY.. SHE SAY OKAY! AGAIN.. I OVERBURDENED HER.. ;( I'M SORRY! OKAY.. I CAN'T CONTINUED SHARING ABOUT WHAT MY MOTHER DID TO ME.. BECAUSE MY TEARS COME..; ;( 

SOOOOO..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM AND TO ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :)

A POEM FOR YOU ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD!

She was there at the beginning

When the world was new to you -

She was there to turn to happy times

Those when, you were hurt or blue.

She was there to listen to your thoughts

And when you asked, to give advice -

She was there to tell you, "Those don't match!"

Or, "Hon, you sure look nice."

She was there with you at nighttime

To help you say your prayers _

She was there to tell you, "It's alright."

When you had a dream that scares.

She was there at morning time

To get you up and out of bed -

She was there when you didn't feel good (or did)

To say, "You'd best stay home, instead."

She was there when you were hungry

And when you had those dirty clothes -

She was there when you needed her

(How she knew? Only heaven knows.)

She was there at the beginning

And she'll be there your whole life through -

She'll be there in your mind and heart

Just like a mother is supposed to do.

P/S: THATS ALL.. I HAVE NO IDEA TO POST ANYMORE.. SO BYE! :) 

WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO.. :)

THIS WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO. :D

I KNOW THEM MUCH! 

I MISS YOU!

HEY READER.. :) I WANT YOU TO KNOW... I REALLY MISS ALL MY BEST FRIEND.. I WROTE THIS BLOG WITH A TEARS THAT ALMOST COMES OUT...  I REALLY MISS THEM.. I FEEL REGRET BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO FORM 6 JUST LIKE THEM.. I MISS AEFANISSIA DURI, I MISS PHRECHLLA SULAN, JENNY AND MOHAMMAD AZLAN.. I MISS THEM A LOT.. JUST KNOW, I HANG OUT WITH THEM AT TAMAN BULATAN CAFE.. I FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY.. CAUSE I CAN MET THEM.. WELL, I REALLY MISS THEM.. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN THE ASK ME TO FOLLOW THEM TO BULATAN CAFE.. ;3 I HOPE YOU GUYS DIN'T FORGET ABOUT ME YA.. I HAD FUN WITH YOU GUYS TONIGHT.. I LAUGH EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T.. I REALLY MISS THEM.. OWH GOD, THANKS CAUSE YOU BRING ME TO MET THEM TODAY..  I REALLY MISS THEM.. THEY JUST LIKE MY FAMILY... 

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DEAR AEFANISSIA DURI, I REALLY MISS YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE ME .. YOU'RE MY TRULY BEST FRIEND.. WE ALWAYS HANGOUT WITH EACH OTHER.. LAUGH WITH EACH OTHER.. BUT NOW, WE'RE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. BUT YOU STILL AT MIRI.. I KNOW.. :( BUT YOU'RE AT COLLEGE AND I'M AT CURTIN.. ITS STILL FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER... I HOPE THEY WILL ACCEPT YOUR TRANSFER LATER. SO WE CAN HANGOUT LIKE YESTERDAY.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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DEAR PHRECHLLA SULAN, HEY BEM BEM.. I MISS YOU TOO.. I MISS TO TEASING YOU.. I MISS TO HANGOUT WITH YOU.. I KNOW WE ALWAYS LIKE WANNA TO FIGHT IN THE CLASS, BUT WE'LL NEVER FIGHT A LONG.. :) CAUSE YOU'RE A PATIENCE GIRL.. I KNOW RIGHT... TAPI KITA JARANG2 GADUH RIGHT.. HEHE..I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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THATS ALL.. :) BYE! 

YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAT YOU REALIZE ♡

I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I walked to the door and knocked... 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood befo...re me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.

There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.

'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said..
I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.

She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated'.

'Oh, you're such a good boy', she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address and then asked, 'Could you drive through downtown?'

'It's not the shortest way,' I answered quickly.

'Oh, I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice'.

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. 'I don't have any family left,' she continued in a soft voice. 'The doctor says I don't have very long.' I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

'What route would you like me to take?' I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing. As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, 'I'm tired. Let's go now'...

We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up.. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

'How much do I owe you?' she asked, reaching into her purse.

'Nothing,' I said

'You have to make a living,' she answered.

'There are other passengers,' I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.

'You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,' she said. 'Thank you.'

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life...

I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift.. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.

But great moments often catch us unaware and beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID ~BUT~THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.

You might help make the world a little kinder and more compassionate and reminding us that often it is the random acts of kindness that most benefit all of us .

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

Our Memories...

HOW TO DESCRIBE ABOUT THIS SLIDE SHOW OOO... HURM.....

THIS VIDEO....

MADE BY ME...

ORIGINAL...

NO COPY.. HAHA

ACCEPT THE SONG.. ;3

I MADE THIS VIDEO BECAUSE I'M BORED + I MISS ALL MY FRIEND...  

I MISS ALL OF THEM..

SAME DO YOU..

I MISS YOU TOO..

NO LYING...

BUT TRUE..

:D

* Dear God, I'm Gonna continued My Study AT Peninsular Malaysia .. When I'm Not around with Them.. Please Take Care Of Them.. I really Love Them.. they Mean a lot to me.. Please Make Them Happy When I not With Them.. I want you to Take care Of Them.. :) I heart Them! I Miss You all.. :D Do remember me.. I LOVE ORG MIRI.. . :D *

Friend will always Be Friend.. :) Seriously, I'm Fall in love With Them... I mean Their attitude and Etc.. 

No one Can Split us! :)

I HAVE ANOTHER SLIDE SHOW.. GONNA UPLOAD LATER.. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER MONSTER , HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY GAGA! :D

SINCE TODAY IS MOTHER MONSTER BIRTHDAY.. I WANT TO WISH .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER MONSTER.. YOU TEACH ME NOT TO WISH.. BUT YOU TEACH HOPE... YOU TEACH ME TO BE ME.. NOT TO BE SOMEONE.. YES.. I BE ME ... I LISTEN TO WHAT YOU SAY. I'M YOUR BIG FANS.. :D I'M YOUR #1FAN. I BORN TO LOVE YOU MOTHER MONSTER.. ONCE AGAIN.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY GAGA @ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER MONSTER.. :D PAW UPS!


BORN THIS WAY!


It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'cause you were born this way, baby


[Verse:]
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir


"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "'Cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"


[Chorus:]
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


[Post-chorus:]
Oh there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Oh there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't be a drag ‒ just be a queen [x3]
Don't be!


[Verse:]
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth


A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (Hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (Love needs faith)


[Repeat chorus + post-chorus]


[Bridge:]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'cause baby you were born this way


No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to survive.
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to be brave.


[Repeat chorus + post-chorus]


[Outro/refrain:]
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!


[Fade away:]
Same DNA, but born this way.
Same DNA, but born this way.

BORN THIS WAYS SONG CHANGE ME A LOT... ITS REMIND ME THAT I'M BORN THIS WAY.. SO I NEED TO ACCEPT IT.. THANKS GAGA.. I LOVE YOU.. HAPPY 26 BIRTHDAY LADY GAGA..  I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY TO YOU .. I ALWAYS LOVE YOU! PAW'S UPS MOTHER MONSTER.. :D 

SONG FOR YOU MOTHER MONSTER.. 

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY! :D

SINCERE, LITTLE MONSTER.. DAPHNE RAMUNAI! :D

Friend Forever.. :D

FRIEND FOREVER....... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

• Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend. ~Albert Camus  

• Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. ~Muhammad Ali 

Time Flies Faster.. I wish I still in form 5.. :) but its okay.. Life need To go on! :) Okay.. as I say in my twitter.. That tonight, I'm gonna share about my friendship.. I mean, our friendship.. Lets Start.. :) Okay.. Its Begun with 4 friend that has been friend Since they were form 1.. but not that close.. but.. 2 of 4 ..are best friend since form 1.. its me and Jenny.. Jenny and I friend since we're form 1.. :) then when it comes to 2010.. They have passed there PMR and Have place in the same.. Start from that, They begun a new friendshiip .. and become Best Friend.. :) They smile , laugh and etc with each other.. :) 

Prech, Daph, Jen and Aefa.. 

 ( taken on 13 July 2010 )

THIS IS US! We fight, Laugh, cry and etc.. But we Still Be Friend Forever.. :) We do make each other mad or what ever but we still friend.. on that year.. they have been Best Friend Until Now.. :D That Girl Who name Phrech, her nick name is BEM BEM.. The Girl Who Hold the HP is me.. My nick Name is... Of course Daph.. popular nama ia.. haha XP. then Girl Who lean on my back  is Jenny and The one who sit In front of Jenny is Aefa.. :) I miss them.. :3 hehe.. time flies fast.. I wish I can Hang out with them like before.. I wish so... :( actually.. i will not share everything about us.. If you know us. Then you'll know.. but If you don't know us.. Just forget about it.. :) Peace No war..  and Now.. We just like sister..

Jenny is The older one, I'm second older , Phrech the third one and Aefa is the youngest one.. :) 

Btw.. you can't broke our Friendship.. otherwise.. Karma will beat you back.. yeah....I believe in Karma DOe...! XP haha.. I miss all of you.. :( Now, I have No Idea.. But I'll Try my best... :3 hehe.. okay la.. Time to share our Picture.. :D But wait.. actually, we Have And Extra Friend.. I wont Forget about you Adik (Nur Amirah Fazira )  and hawa.. :) Friend forever Yea.. Miss you all.. 


Here You go.. Adik, Fiza and Hawa.. :3 

I miss Three of You too.. Friend forever.. :D

MEMORY OF HIGH SCHOOL ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Me, Phrech, Aefa, Jenny and Meera ( Adik ) .. 

LETS PLAY WITH THE RAIN! 

AEFA, JENNY, ABU AND ADIK ( MEERA)

ME And Phrech!

CHILLING TIME . HAHA

ADDMATH TIME..

THE TEACHER IS INSIDE THE CLASS.. WE PLAY WITH THE RAIN! HAHA 

SITI HAWA, JENNY, MEERA AND ME.!! :D

LOL

I WONDER WHAT MICHEAL USE TO SHAMPOO HIS HAIR.. HHAA

KIDDING.. XP..

SHE'S STARING AT SOMEONE.. BUT CAN'T REMEMBER WHO!

The class is Flooding! lol.. :D

ME AND PRECH. 

ITS ON MY 17TH BIRTHDAY! :D

Aefa and Cornillia.

on my 17th birthday!

Phrech and Aefa..

( outing with Lan.. Had our lunch at McD Boluevard.. ) 

ME AND AEFA..

( OUTING WITH LAN A.K.A OUR BEST FRIEND AZLAN )

THATS ALL..

I CAN'T UPLOAD ALL OF OUR PICTURE..

ITS PRIVATE.. :D

UNTIL HERE ONLY! :D BYE!

Hey Hey Hey! XP

HEY READER!

HOW ARE YOU?

HOPE YOU'RE FINE! :D

LET ME SHARE YOU SOMETHING.. :D SOMETHING THAT NOT IMPORTANT TO YOU, NOT SPECIAL TO YOU BUT SPECIAL TO ME! :P OKAY... LETS START... WHO KNOWS HOW OLD I AM NOW??? 16? 17? 18? WRONG.. ALL WRONG.. ALL OF YOU ARE WRONG.. I'M 12.. WELL, YOU KNOW ME.. I'M FOREVER 12 LA.. KO NIH! XP... HAHAHA... I SEEM LIKE CHILDISH? :3 HOW COULD YOU? BTW THANKS.. :D OPPSS.... OUT OF TOPIC...

THIS YEAR.. I'M GONNA ENTER MY UNI LIFE .. :( WELL, IT BASED ON MY SPM RESULT. I HOPE GOD WILL LISTEN TO MY PRAY.. AMEN... I DID MY BEST ON SPM.. WHERE I'M GONNA CONTINUED MY STUDY? OF COURSE PENINSULAR MALAYSIA.. :D HEHE.. FAR FROM SARAWAK.. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? NAHH.. SARAWAK IS STILL AT MALAYSIA LA.. :) HEHE.. OKAY... I'M AFRAID OF UNI LIFE.. I'M AFRAID THAT I CANT MAKE FRIEND AND ETC.. I'M FRIENDLY, BUT A BIT SHY.. :) I'M AFRAID OF IT.. HOPE I'LL GET ALLOT OF FRIEND.. AMEN.. THEN, ASSIGNMENT? HOLLY SHIT.. I'M AFRAID OF IT.. HAHA.. WELL YOU KNOW, I'M A LAZY GIRL.. :3 TO BE HONEST, I NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK WHEN I WAS AT HIGH SCHOOL.. HAHA... I ALWAYS DO IT LAST MINUTES.. YOU KNOW ME.. I'M LAZY...  DUH.. WHO CARES.. BUT, I'M DILIGENTLY READING NOTE .. AND DO SOME REVISION AND MAKE SCORE A OR ANY BOOKS.. ;D.. THATS ME.. :) HOPE, I'LL GET MANY A'S.. AMEN.. :D 

AS I SAY.. I'M GONNA ENTER UNI LIFE RIGHT? HEHEHE.. WHAT COURSE I'M GONNA TAKE? ENGINEERING OF COURSE.. SKIP SKIP.. I'M GONNA ENTER UNI LIFE.. SO, I JUST BOUGHT ONE BOOKS THAT HAD 101 TRUE STORIES FROM KIDS WHO HAVE LIVE THROUGH IT.. I'M TO CURIOS... I WANNA KNOW HOWS UNI OR COLLEGE LIFE, SO , I BOUGHT THAT BOOKS.. 

I HOPE THAT BOOK INSPIRED ME NOT TO AFRAID TO ENTER UNI LIFE.. :D BTW, ITS FROM CHICKEN SOUP FOR SOUL... MY FAVORITE BOOK.. :D I LOVE IT.. LOL..

BOOK: CHICKEN SOUP FOR SOUL

TITTLE: TEENS TALK GETTING IN... TO COLLEGE

EXTRA THINGS : MY PENCIL CASE

NAME: ACTION FIGURE INC..( IGNORE IT)

THE BOOK!

NOW, I'M GONNA BE A NERD GIRL.. HAHA

NO..

IT WOULDN'T BE..

:D

OKAY BYE!

;D

I WANT TO WATCH WHAT MEN WANTS'..

BYE BYE! :(

Really Heart touching !

Really heart touching.........


I was walking around in a Big Bazar store making shopping, when I saw a Cashier talking to a boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..


TheCashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. Then the little boy turned to me and asked: ''Uncle, are you sure I don't have enough money?''


I counted his cash and replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy the doll, my dear.'' The little boy was still holding thedoll in his hand.


Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much . I wanted to Gift her for her BIRTHDAY.




I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. My Sister has gone to be with God.. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister...''


My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my
picture with her so my sister won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly..


I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''


'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.


The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'




Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll
and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'




I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?


Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make
last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever...


The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.


Please DO NOT DRINK & DRIVE.


Now you have 2 choices:


1) Share this message, or


2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart.


The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving.

Little Girl In The Park ( Guardian Angel )

Little Girl In The Park!

There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by.


She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes.


Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl’s dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her.


Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare. As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly. She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form.


I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk. I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, “Hello.” The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a “hi”; after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty.


I asked the girl why she was so sad. The little girl looked at me and with a sad face said, “Because, I’m different.” I immediately said, “That you are!”; and smiled. The little girl acted even sadder and said, “I know.”


“Little girl,” I said, “you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent.”


She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, “Really?”


“Yes, you’re like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all people walking by.”


She nodded her head yes, and smiled. With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her wings to spread, then she said “I am.” “I’m your Guardian Angel,” with a twinkle in her eye.


I was speechless — sure I was seeing things.


She said, “For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done.”


I got to my feet and said, “Wait, why did no one stop to help an angel?” She looked at me, smiled, and said, “You’re the only one that could see me,” and then she was gone.


And with that, my life was changed dramatically.


So, when you think you’re all you have, remember, your guardian angel is always watching over you. 

Mom And Son! :)

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.




SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'




MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.




SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'




MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.




SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'


MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.'




SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.




SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?"




The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'




The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door...




The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?




After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think:


Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.


'
Are you asleep, son?' She asked.




'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.


'
I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'


The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.




The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.


The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.


'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.


'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.




'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'




The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.




It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love ♥

Read It.. Lesson In Life!

LESSON IN LIFE! 

My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.


Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.


I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.


One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.


“Why?” he asked, shocked. “I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:” What can I do to change your mind?”


Somebody said it right, it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : “Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?” He said :” I will give you your answer tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.


I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes…. My dear, “I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..” This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.


“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.


You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face… Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. ”


My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting… and as I continue on reading… “Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk… I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread….


Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone…


MORAL LESSON: That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.


Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands… and that’s our life… Love, not words win arguments.