Safe Unsound

 All the pictures you take. Begin to fade away. All the promises you make. Are always broken. So tell me. Where's the truth. Were's it lie far away deep inside. Don't you know that your time is running out and you cant Hide. Hide away for to long it wont matter when the truth is gone. So when will you listen. When all the things are starting over and your drowning under water. I'll get you out. Save you now. When all your ways are finally over and you've got back out from under, breathe in now. Safe Unsound. All the worlds that you paint where everything is so perfect where your sun always shines forever without a fade away. So tell me. Where's the truth in this lie, you cant believe in this kind of life It's so unreal. So full of hurt. Cries the lies . It doesn't matter. Matter to you. Matter at all You try to climb. You some how fall back away. Into your world that is fiction.. :)

PUISI HILANG.. I LOVE THIS POEM! :) ITS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.. ITS FOR SOMEONE! :)

TERSENYUMLAH SAAT KAU MENGINGATKU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU SANGAT MERINDUKAN MU..

DAN MENANGISLAN SAAT KAU MERINDUKAN KU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU TAK BERADA DISAMPING MU..

TETAPI PEJAMKAN MATA INDAHMU ITU..

KERANA SAAT ITU AKU AKAN TERASA ADA DIDEKATMU..

KERANA AKU TELAH BERADA DIHATIMU UNTUK SELAMANYA..

TAK ADA YANG TERASA LAGI UNTUKKU..

SELAIN KENANGAN-KENANGAN YANG INDAH BERSAMAMU

MATA INDAH YANG DENGANNYA AKU BIASA MELIHAT KEINDAHAN CINTA..

MATA INDAH YANG DAHULU MILIKKU

KINI SEMUANYA TERASA JAUH MENINGGALKANKU..

KEHIDUPAN TERASA KOSONG TANPA KEINDAHANMU

HATI CINTA DAN RINDUKU ADALAHMILIKMU.

CINTAMU TAK AKAN PERNAH MEMBEBASKANKU

BAGAIMANA MUNGKIN AKU TERBANG MENCARI CINTA YANG LAIN..

SAAT SAYAP-SAYAPKU TELAH PATAH KERANA MU..

CINTAMU AKAN TETAP TINGGAL BERSAMAKU

HINGA AKHIR HAYATKU DAN SETELAH KEMATIAN..

HINGGA TANGAN TUHAN AKAN MENYATUKAN KITA LAGI..

BETAPAPUN HATI TELAH TERPIKAT PADA SOSOK TERANG DALAM KEGELAPAN..

YANG TENGAH MENGHIDUPKANKU SINAR REDUPKU..

NAMUN TAK DAPAT MENYINARI DAN MENGHANGATKAN PERASAANKU YANG YANG SESUNGGUHNYA

AKU TIDAK PERNAH BISA MENEMUKAN CINTA YANG LAIN SELAIN CINTAMU..

KERANA MEREKA TAK TERTANDINGI OLEH SOSOK DIRIMU DALAM JIWAKU..

KAU TAKKAN PERNAH TERGANTI,

BAGAI PECAHAN LOGAM MENGEKALKAN..

KESUNYIAN, KESENDIRIAN, DAN KESEDIHAN KU..

KINI AKU TELAH KEHILANGANMU..

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Happy Mother Day, My Dear Mom and to all Mom in the world! :)

HEY! TOMORROW IS MOTHER DAY! :) SO, HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM, AUNTY, GRANDMA AND ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :) 

TIME FLIES FAST. NOW, I'M A BIG GIRL ALREADY. I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I WAS YOUNG.. I ALWAYS MAKE MY MOM TIRED WITH ALL I DID WHEN I WAS KID.. SHE NEVER COMPLAIN WITH EVERYTHING SHE DID.. SHE ALWAYS PROTECT ME WHEN I'M SICK AND PROTECT ME FROM EVERYTHING BAD.. I'M SO TOUCHED WHEN YOU TELL ME A STORY ABOUT ME WHEN I WAS KID.. YOU TOLD THAT I HAVE A DISEASE THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME VOMITING WHEN EVER I EAT OR DRINK.. BUT YOU WANT ME TO BE A NORMAL KID JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. YOU BRING ME TO A CLINIC.. A PRIVATE DOCTOR.. SINCE, POLICLINIC CAN'T CURE THE ILLNESS... THANK TO GOD..NOW, I BECOME A NORMAL GIRL JUST LIKE OTHER KID.. THEN, I CAN'T WALK .. BECAUSE OF SOMETHING
( I DON'T WANT TO MENTION IT. ) .. AGAIN.. YOU DID YOUR BEST TO MAKE MY LEG BECOME STRONG..WHEN I WAS PRIMARY ONE.. I'M A NAUGHTY GIRL.. I PLAY AT THE STAIR WITH DIANA AND KEVIN.. THEN I FALL DOWN.. MY RIGHT HAND HAD BROKEN. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED ON YOU! I ALWAYS DISTRESSES YOU.. I'M SORRY.. THEN.. WHEN I WAS 12. ITS MEAN I'M PRIMARY 6, ON THAT TIME.. AGAIN, I OVERBURDENED YOU.. ON THAT TIME, I HAD UNDERGONE SURGERY.. THAT'S MY FIRST TIME.. I STILL REMEMBER.. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SURGERY.. BUT FOR YOU .. I DO IT.. AND I STILL REMEMBER, WHEN I SAY MUMMY, PLEASE STAY NEXT TO ME WHEN GO THROUGH THE SURGERY.. SHE SAY OKAY! AGAIN.. I OVERBURDENED HER.. ;( I'M SORRY! OKAY.. I CAN'T CONTINUED SHARING ABOUT WHAT MY MOTHER DID TO ME.. BECAUSE MY TEARS COME..; ;( 

SOOOOO..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM AND TO ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD.. :)

A POEM FOR YOU ALL MOM IN THIS WORLD!

She was there at the beginning

When the world was new to you -

She was there to turn to happy times

Those when, you were hurt or blue.

She was there to listen to your thoughts

And when you asked, to give advice -

She was there to tell you, "Those don't match!"

Or, "Hon, you sure look nice."

She was there with you at nighttime

To help you say your prayers _

She was there to tell you, "It's alright."

When you had a dream that scares.

She was there at morning time

To get you up and out of bed -

She was there when you didn't feel good (or did)

To say, "You'd best stay home, instead."

She was there when you were hungry

And when you had those dirty clothes -

She was there when you needed her

(How she knew? Only heaven knows.)

She was there at the beginning

And she'll be there your whole life through -

She'll be there in your mind and heart

Just like a mother is supposed to do.

P/S: THATS ALL.. I HAVE NO IDEA TO POST ANYMORE.. SO BYE! :) 

WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO.. :)

THIS WHAT MY BEST FRIEND CAN DO. :D

I KNOW THEM MUCH! 

I MISS YOU!

HEY READER.. :) I WANT YOU TO KNOW... I REALLY MISS ALL MY BEST FRIEND.. I WROTE THIS BLOG WITH A TEARS THAT ALMOST COMES OUT...  I REALLY MISS THEM.. I FEEL REGRET BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO FORM 6 JUST LIKE THEM.. I MISS AEFANISSIA DURI, I MISS PHRECHLLA SULAN, JENNY AND MOHAMMAD AZLAN.. I MISS THEM A LOT.. JUST KNOW, I HANG OUT WITH THEM AT TAMAN BULATAN CAFE.. I FEEL LIKE I WANNA CRY.. CAUSE I CAN MET THEM.. WELL, I REALLY MISS THEM.. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN THE ASK ME TO FOLLOW THEM TO BULATAN CAFE.. ;3 I HOPE YOU GUYS DIN'T FORGET ABOUT ME YA.. I HAD FUN WITH YOU GUYS TONIGHT.. I LAUGH EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T.. I REALLY MISS THEM.. OWH GOD, THANKS CAUSE YOU BRING ME TO MET THEM TODAY..  I REALLY MISS THEM.. THEY JUST LIKE MY FAMILY... 

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DEAR AEFANISSIA DURI, I REALLY MISS YOU. I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE ME .. YOU'RE MY TRULY BEST FRIEND.. WE ALWAYS HANGOUT WITH EACH OTHER.. LAUGH WITH EACH OTHER.. BUT NOW, WE'RE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. BUT YOU STILL AT MIRI.. I KNOW.. :( BUT YOU'RE AT COLLEGE AND I'M AT CURTIN.. ITS STILL FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER... I HOPE THEY WILL ACCEPT YOUR TRANSFER LATER. SO WE CAN HANGOUT LIKE YESTERDAY.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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DEAR PHRECHLLA SULAN, HEY BEM BEM.. I MISS YOU TOO.. I MISS TO TEASING YOU.. I MISS TO HANGOUT WITH YOU.. I KNOW WE ALWAYS LIKE WANNA TO FIGHT IN THE CLASS, BUT WE'LL NEVER FIGHT A LONG.. :) CAUSE YOU'RE A PATIENCE GIRL.. I KNOW RIGHT... TAPI KITA JARANG2 GADUH RIGHT.. HEHE..I MISS YOU SO MUCH! THANKS CAUSE YOU ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. :) 

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THATS ALL.. :) BYE!