EXAM make me sick! 2 week++ and now i still feel sick!

HEY READER..

  TRIAL 2 JUST FINISH! FINALLY! 

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR SPM! :) HEHE.. OK

BUT ITS WORST! :) 

EVERY EXAM, I'LL NEVER ESCAPE FROM SICK! 

But on the first week of the exam i feel ok!

Then, a few day after that i felt sick!

I don't know why?!

Is it because of AIR CONDITIONERS?

Is it because i always feel tired?

Is it because I'm always up early to study?

hurm.. i don't know why..

HURM..so sad..

BUT

I do my best for this trial! :) hurm

HOPE MY RESULT WAS PASS WITH FLYING COLOUR! :)

AND I hope I'll get what I want!

THEN..

ON THE SECOND DAY OF THE LAST TRIAL EXAM!

I JUST RECEIVE A BAD NEWS ABOUT MY COUSIN EARLY IN THE MORNING BEFORE I SAT THE ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER..

I FELT SAD..

AND I FELT I CAN'T DO THE PAPER..

BUT, I DID MY BEST! :)

THEN,

YESTERDAY..

I STILL THINKING ABOUT MY COUSIN!

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED..

IT SPOIL MY MOOD!

AND I HAVE NO MOOD TO DO PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY PAPER..

SORRY IF I CAN'T ACHIEVE YOUR TARGET..

BUT..

I KNOW,

LIFE MUST GOES ON! :) 

BTW

REST IN PEACE COUSIN ( SPENCER KOH ) 

MAY GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL

WE LOVE YOU! :) 

WE'LL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU!

LOT OF LOVE! :') 

AFTER EXAM..

I WANT TO GET SOME FUN, AND FORGET WHAT JUST HAPPENED ON YESTERDAY AND YESTERDAY..

BUT I'M WRONG! I SHOULDN'T DO THAT!

I SHOULD RESPECT MY COUSIN!

BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO?

MY HEAD FEELS LIKE WANNA BLOW UP, BECAUSE OF THINKING ABOUT HIM AND EXAM.. 

BUT I'M SORRY! :)

THEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING

SICKS COME AGAIN

ARHH... 

I HATE IT...

WHY  IT MUST COME AGAIN?

HURM! 

BUT ITS OK!

OK LA..

UNTIL HERE! :) 

I HAVE NOO IDEA! 

AND I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE... :)

SO........ SEE YA!

I LEFT YOU WITH TWO SONG! 

DEAR GOD BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD

SO FAR AWAY BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD

THIS SONG IS FOR MY LATE COUSIN! :) WE LOVE YOU! ;'(

MAY GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL! 

DAPHNE PART 2 BY RAHID.. XD

“kutukan hanya mencari bangkai hitam di sudut taman biru dunia”
Ini bagian tersullit
Patih putih tertatih
Sembab sebab azab
Merana karena hina

Daphne muncul ketika senja mebentang kain merah di atas karpet kuning
Burung camar memainkan tiga perempat nada sumbang
Setengah darinya berubah,
Gila

“sejarah yang dilupakan hampir lima perdua abad lalu,
Bahkan tanganku tak bisa menggenggam tinta lagi,
Kakiku tak mampu berjalan menyiarkan ini,
Sedang mulutku sudah membatu”

Daphne menunggu ketika fajar menerangi daun pohon
Cacing tanah mengeliat jerat

Daphne membungkuk ketika awan menutupi pandangan
Cacing tanah bersorak gembira

Daphne meraung ketika awan mengalah
Cacing tanah menangis meringis

Daphne menunduk ketika awan menghujan
Cacing tanah menyebar lebar

Daphne mendamba ketika awan menghilang
Cacing tanah menyerah pasrah

Daphne masih menunggu
Cacing tanah hilang tumpuan

Daphne masih membungkuk
Cacing tanah ketakutan

Daphne masih meraung
Cacing tanah dipatuk burung camar

Daphne masih menunduk
Cacing tanah ditelan burung camar

Daphne masih mendamba
Tidak ada lagi cacing tanah

Daphne masih menunggu lagi
Tanpa cacing tanah

:)

DREAM COME TRUE!

HEY READER...

HOW ARE YOU?

I HOPE Y'ALL ARE FINE..:)

HURM..

OK 

THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A GIRL WHO WANNA REALLY BE IN A FRONT PAGE OF THE MAGAZINE..

HER DREAM JUST COME TRUE..

HER PICTURE HAS BEEN ON A FRONT PAGE OF BLING MAGAZINE...

THIS MAGAZINE HAS BEEN POPULAR BY HER.. HAHA LOLZ

SHE MIGHT NOT THAT BEAUTIFUL, 

BUT SHE IS

 "THE RICH GET RICHER" ( BERANGAN ...TUI..)

THIS MAGAZINE CHOOSE HER BEACAUSE HAS NO REASON..

I KNOW THE REASON ...

REASON: NOT THAT BEAUTIFUL, UGLY, BECAUSE IF YOU SAY SHE IS UGLY, SO THEN YOU! THANK YOU :)

HAHA

JUST KIDDING!

SHE IS BORN THIS WAY...

SHE IS GAGA FANS

LADY GAGA " M.O.T.H.E.R. M.O.N.S.T.E.R.S."

BORN THIS WAYS! "_"

OK.. 

WANNA SEE THE GIRL THAT I MENTION ABOVE?

OK WAIT FOR IT! :)

..........

TAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAA..........

MAGAZINE OF THE DAYS.......

BLING MAGAZINE

DAAG ON THE FRONT PAGE

GAGA FANS

TITLE OF THE DAYS

" THE RICH GET RICHER"

XD

HAHA.. NOW YOU KNOW WHO IS THAT GIRL RIGHT! :)

BUT IT'S OK..

SHE IS NOT FAMOUS

I KNOW THAT..

PEACE FOR THE WORLD :)

THANK YOU!

HER DREAM COME TRUE! :)

PEACE FOR THE WORLD

DRAMUNAI LIFE! :) 

WELCOME TO DRAMUNAI LIFE....

Never Had A Dream Come True

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

reff:
ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

THIS SONG MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.. :)
I WISH YOU KNOW..
BUT YOU NEVER CARE..
I KNOW YOU STILL ASKING WHO IS THE SPECIAL GUYS IN MY HEART..
BUT YOU WON'T KNOW IF YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME WANNA TELL YOU
COZ I WON'T TELL YOU.
ONE DAY YOU'LL KNOW..

:)

LIFE IS NOT THAT EASY!

HE MAKE ME SMILE

HE MAKE ME MAD AT HIM

HE MAKE ME WANNA TELL HIM EVERYTHING 

HE MAKE ME MISS HIM

HE MAKE ME 

HE MAKE ME.....

I KINDA MISS HIM

I WISH I CAN TELL HIM, BUT THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME FOR ME TO TELL HIM

BUT WON'T THINK ABOUT YOU OFTEN. 

SPM IS AROUND THE CORNER.. :)

SKIP THE STORY!

Hey READER..

MORNING..

JUST READ ONE OF MY COUSIN BLOG AND MY SIS BLOG ( SOMEONE THAT I CALL A SIS, NOT MY REAL SISTER, MY SISTER DON'T HAVE BLOG..)

I READ EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM.

SO SAD.. :) BUT WHAT CAN WE DO?

GOD GIVE US A CHALLENGES TO LIVE IN THIS EARTH.

WITHOUT ALL OF THAT WE'LL NEVER KNOW HOW HARD IS LIFE IS! :)

FEEL SAD.. :)

SO I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN LOVE EASILY.

LOVE IS NOT A TOY

LOVE IS  A PART OF HUMAN LIFE

WITHOUT LOVE WE CAN'T STAND EASILY! :)

BUT THERE SO MANY PEOPLE DIN'T THINK ABOUT PEOPLE HEART..

THEY THINK PEOPLE HEART IS A TOY.. OR A ROBOT WITHHOUT A FEELING

UDAH SIDAK MERASA BARU SIDAK TAUK! :)

BUT TO MY COUSIN AND TO MY SIS

ACCEPT THE CHALLENGE. 

IT CHANGE YOUR LIFE

:)

BTW

YOU SHOULD TRY THIS 

IT CHANGE YOUR LIFE:)

BELIEVE ME! 

OK LA.. I STOP HERE TODAY! GONNA GO TUITION TODAY! I LIVE YOU WITH ONE SONG.

MY FAV SONG! :)

THIS SONG ALWAYS REMIND ABOUT SOMEONE.

SOMEONE THAT MAKE ME SAD, SMILE, AND MAD.

UNTIL I LOSE HIM.

AND I ONE OF MY FAV SONG

 

 SO FAR AWAY!

Avenged Sevenfold - So Far Away [Music Video]

So Far Away" Lyrics:
Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say but you're so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to, need you to know

SONG FOR YOU! :)

DREAMLAND! :) haha lolz! ;O

I always dream about you! 

 I don't know what it's mean. You always came into my dream..

I feel like I want my dream came true..

but it can't...

I always search for you! :)

I want to dream with you..forever..:)

you are the one that I want!

When i dream of you, I smile in my dream.. :)

you complete my dream story! :)

fuhh.. best!

IT JUST A DREAM THEATER IN MY DREAM.. :) SO SAD.. BUT I WISH IT WILL BE A REALITY! :) HEHE

miss you! :) 

RASA MOK TIDO JAK2 KENAK KO OII.. :)